I'm
somewhere
between point impossible and reachable
I doubt any thought,
I wonder if it's feasible
So analytical, I'm stuck in time,
Sitting in my mind
from a cinematic point of view
Point to proof, suddenly they seem minimal
As if all the fire's been
not enough to cook food
Some move, some lose,
suddenly I'm stuck, dude
Watch it ticking clock
and I'm praying for some good news
Priorities rocked,
I'd be honest here to tell you
I prefer my health over
blue dicks to sell you
Put me on a shelf
like the book you never
read through
And when I'm dead and gone,
best believers getting framed too
Fame, fake names, chains, big aims
Play big stage, make big wage
Say my name, say my name is Ben, dude
My rent's due,
been crazed each day
Working through this shit,
I have to tell you
Self so celebrated scriptures
where my pain grooves
Self so scintillating sycamores
I smoke through
Brains lapsed inundated
with the path I've chased through
Drained by the entertainment
get me on a stage soon
Hate truth, head strong enough
to take strange views
Waves of assumptions
still blocking me at clear view
In the rocky seas
lose the light in front of me
With no sea crew
I see few out here in the deep blue
See ing spooked eat sheep with sheen
let the scene grew
Need peace and peace
ain't appear in my rear view
In the rocky seas,
lose the light in front of me
With no sea crew,
I see few out here in the deep blue
Try to second guess me and my antics
I pulled out with shit
like I was floated through the Ganges
Smoked some sedatives,
you know I still can climb
to Everest
The heavens send this better
than the dude you thought
was betterin'
Clever band, actin' brash in jettison
Act is always genuine,
the gentleman who drinks
the coldest beverages
Think my soul is severest,
my role is not to settle in
My sentences are short
like I'm extorting someone's medicine
Lost inside the thought
of everything that I want to achieve
Wannabes watching every post
of who they want to be
Want it free, they gon' lose the boat,
watch it out to sea
Wasn't me, nearly drowned afloat,
I can barely breathe
Let it be,
better me behind a lock and key
Set it free, places I have been,
people barely seen
What's a dream,
wonder if it's ever really meant for me
Climbing up a mountain
to a peak that I can never reach
Times change, people stay the same
Am I to blame for switching
up the lane?
Break the maze, it ain't about the game
If I'm late, too bad,
mistakes were all but made
Chasing fads, try and ride a wave
I'll surf enough and know it's
all a phase
Why? Cause when you know
you won't get paid
And still rehearse,
the queue is up on stage
Twenty thou screaming out your name
It's never doubt because I'm never late
A little crowd to keep the faith
Stuck around everyday, sticky tape
Don't try to second guess me and my antics
I pulled out with shit like I was floating
through the Ganges
Smoked some sedatives,
you know I still can climb to Everest
The heaven sent is better
than the dude you
Thought I was veteran, seemed spooked
But each sheet was sheen,
let the scene grew
Need peace, but peace ain't
appear in my rear view
In the rocky seas,
lose the light in front of me
With no sea crew,
I see few out here in the deep blue
Seemed spooked,
each sheet was sheen,
let the scene grew
Need peace, but peace ain't
appear in my rear view
Nah, nah, peace ain't appear
the