I was the girl
in the bubble at school
Behind my own personal
wall for protection
I'd sit there alone like a fool
I never was able to
make a connection
Then one day I tried out for the play
I'll never forget it, a flea in her ear,
and I was suddenly someone with something to say,
making a sound everybody could hear.
And sud denly everything
made some sense,
then I saw this guy in the audience.
And there was John,
fifth row on the aisle
with a big smile on.
And after the show he
came backstage
And now that this birdie
was out of her cage
Well, everything was okay
We'd date for a year,
then we're cohabitating
Then I get a big chance
to take the next step
Away from a job I was hating
And into a slot in the regional rep.
In rehearsal all day,
after day, after day.
Creating and playing,
and play after play.
And night after night,
igniting the spark.
Connecting with all of those
folks in the dark.
And John was there,
there with a smile
and his hands in the air
Clapping for me and
back home we'd go
Happy together for eight
or nine hours or so
And everything was okay
And then I'd be gone again
This life takes everything you give it.
Like a puppy or a kid.
But if you really love it, you live it.
And that's what I did.
Played carousel on the
road for the winter.
From April to June I toured Cabaret.
Then Mother Courage in stock
in England all summer,
and John tried to call almost every day.
He told me he wanted some
kids and a wife,
and that's when I realized
this is my life.
I made my choice,
but I never expressed it.
An d when I got home, can you guess?
Yeah, I
Guess did.
John was gone.
Everything on the left of
the closet was gone.
His electric guitar and his amp and his
car were gone. Just poof.
There I was standing
under a roof alone.
And yes, my heart was almost broken.
But I'd made my choice,
and I'd make it again.
And now, where's John?
I think Portland, Maine.
Or maybe it's Oregon.
With a kid and a wife.
And here is me.
Another dressing room number
one thousand and three.
Exactly where I should be.
Exactly where we should be.
And everything's okay