That we had something strong enough
But can't you hear the silence
I should learn to walk away
And I always look for sunshine
and I took my poison pill
Now I'm waiting for a ransom
I'll never take it all for granted
And I'm not afraid to bleed
that you led me far or stray
Words dry up like Kool -Aid
Now you won't be calling me
You never take it all for granted
and I'm not afraid to bleed
on the barren streets without a guy
Now I can remember what you
October days, November nights
I'm drowning in a sea of spite
I'm drinking through the holidays
And some might say I wait for a ghost
And I still hear you laughing
like you're standing next to me
I'll never take it off the ground
And I'm not afraid to bleed
If I could just be with you again
If I could just be with you