this what everybody waiting for
All the new rappers lately
Man the game needs some help,
guess I gotta be the medic
Everyday another goal and you know
Talkin' to the universe and lately
guess I gotta get a sea son pass
All my idols are turning into my rivals
I been sippin' out the bottle
I been hidin' all my sorrow
I'm too worried bout tomorrow
And the future that I got
Hope the money never turn me
into someone that I'm not
But I'll never fake a laugh,
A man with a plan, never faking for the likes
so I don't need your advice
Got a lot up on my mind so I'm
never thinking twice, nah
Last year was kinda crazy
Lot goin' on having trouble
Had to build my confidence cuz really
If everything was worth it til the
It's a blessing and a curse
Cuz I got a lotta options
But the music comin' first
I don't care about the commas
I been tryna find my happiness
Cuz life is more than the number
written in ya bank account
Had to learn the hard way
Flyin' out to Europe I been
thinkin' if I settle down
2020 I'll be graduating finally in sight
I been livin' tryna make these other
that's the only way I gotta go