I been climbin', the view's spectacular
Even if I crash, I'd rather drive
I wanna die young as old as possible
As of late, I been feelin' responsible
For my family's livelihood,
I think tonight we should
Celebrate the fact that I'm
a star and that the likelihood
in the next couple of months is definite
Anticipate me comin' like
the porn stars in my messages
Hits them like Tequila when they see me in arenas,
It hasn't happened yet but trust
me, y'all gon' pay for it
Beatin' devils in disguise is
I learned a lot though from all the above
I guess God got a job at the comedy club
But fuck that, I'm buzzin' now,
'Cause I'm the people's champ and
you just industry poppin', c'mon
Take it in and take a step back
I cannot help it that I'm
All the time, it just feels like
I tell my mama, don't you cry,
Yeah, yeah, I swear I had a
year that you can't ignore
I swear that no one's ever won,
Pretty women like Julia Roberts
I gotta conquer and collect
Every motherfuckin' check,
tryna pay a couple tuitions
Write 'em off as an expense
If I say it, I believe it,
you just dream of success
I stay awake to achieve it,
Girls I used to crush on,
Yeah, I'm gettin' commas but I'm
Flights bi- coastal, everythin' paid for
That's just how it goes when you
I'm just tryna find the peace
Some people shine and give it back
but my shine is not a lease
This is permanently owned,
if I lose it, it's on my terms
Take it in and take a step back
I cannot help it that I'm
All the time, it just feels like
I tell my mama, don't you cry,
It's madness, mom really 'bout to
march like the tournament
Certain shits been fuckin'
Like yeah, my parents got no money
so I guess I gotta pay the price
let me get my blessings straight
we'd be food stamps and Section 8
Awkward conversations with my
He's askin' me for gas it's like
Monitor what Russ is makin',
feelin' like I'm suffocatin'
Feelin' like I need 10 shots and
Acceptin' what is and lettin'
Havin' faith in what could
Myself every time I let the chips fall,
makin' shit pop every day, yeah
The chips I mentioned earlier,
I pick 'em up and bet on myself
I been travelin' a lot now
Take it in and take a step back
I cannot help it that I'm
it just feels like it's an emergency
I tell my mama, don't you cry,
I'm always moving with a sense of urgency