my spirit's getting weaker,
Disappearing in the mirror
I'm falling from my calling
Be careful what you wish for,
because you just might get yours
Along with all the hit songs,
slick clothes, and big dough
It's a little man with red
Like you've ever shootin'
ain't no tellin' what you in for
There's temptation everywhere
Finest chick I've seen in my lifetime
invited me to do them white lines
She and I both know this will lead to
something much more crazy
It's the shit I deal with every
it'll have you seeing stripes and paisleys
God, please come and save me
All I need is just a little gravy
My spirit's getting weaker
Disappearing in the mirror
I'm falling from my calling
These vultures try to prey on me
What would granddad say to me,
seeing what became of me?
The things I used to hate,
well, now they seem okay to me
On the verge of doing things
But will this urge get between me
God, tell me what I oughta do
Is anybody listenin' to what I'm sayin'?
I can't repeat everything you say
I'm feelin' pressure to be bougie
Just because I made a few G's,
Made me date a couple rubies,
Man, this shit is so confusing
Sometimes I pray for a meltdown
At least I'd have a good excuse
always lose their fuckin' minds
I ain't teach this shit at
I wish my father could see this
I took it farther than he did
I wonder often if it'd been
Hardest thing I did was walk that fine line
Instantly gratified, sinfully satisfied
Serve me what I fantasize
while I rehearse my alibi
all f****d with my common sense
than what it brought you?
The dark thoughts that haunt you,
the partners you don't talk to
The lawsuits, folks you thought
Even more importantly, homie,
Still I wear this costume,
I get it all, comp car plunge
is this what my life's become?
when I got a pregnant wife at home
I can do it all, I don't need nobody else
I've lost the best part of me
This is the dark side of the dream
My spirit's getting weaker
Disappearing in the mirror
I'm falling from my calling