I want to rock your heart,
Isolate the spirit from the flesh,
cause I get too impatient
Cause you've been patient all the years
that I ain't knew your language
I put the ink to the paper
like it's the declaration
Mental health feelin' shaky,
but I'm still elevatin', yeah
I get wiser while I wait,
Cause everyday I think it's near
and wonder why I'm still waitin'
I tell myself that I got faith
and I won't let nothin' shake it
But it's hard to duck the demons
everyday tryna take it, I'm still sayin'
I don't need no medication
I just need some meditation
just hopin' that day would all last
Felt like every co -worker hated me,
hopin' that I get in a car crash
and try to find me some space
And tell myself nobody like me,
I used to really wanna pray,
but I ain't know what to say
All I made was 50 tonight,
At least that's what I told myself
Can't even pay the rent now,
stressin', I feel hopeless
everything that actually happened
Ain't really wanna cheat,
I just needed some interaction
every time we would argue
Many times it'd get physical,
she would be like, who are you?
I wish I could've just let it go,
and we never became cordial
started talking to Lindsey
I was so attached to thinking
But every time I messed up,
felt like she would condemn me
Me around and forgive me,
we was just moving backwards
with all the family attachments
Back and forth with exes,
I ain't know how to manage
Making me look like I was crazy,
then everything started fading
Could've finally got the healing I needed,
After everything was finished,
I probably should've waited
But if it wasn't for Leah,
I don't know if I would've made it
Anger got the best of me,
fighting with all my relatives
Depression got me tripping,
I can't believe what I said to them
just to look like I was ahead of
I'm pretending I got money,
my bank account in the negatives
Damn, but I'm in the club ballin'
I keep hearin' God callin'
but every day I was stallin'
so every day I was fallin'
Salkin' in my insecurities,
Comparin' that to my life now,
They send me old pictures,
I hate it when people do that
It's hard to see the memories
when I'm tryin' to redo that
Stop tryin' to renew that,
that's the way to get cut off
Run off, stop reading my bible
I need to go wipe the dust off
I can't keep the stains of this lust off
Je sus, now that was a bar
Ain't think he'd take it this far
All the places I was settling
Now are looking irrelevant
The struggles that the devil sent
Turn me to something heaven sent
Oo h, now that was the spirit
Used to not know where it was
But now I finally could hear it
I used to try to ignore it
And now I finally go near it
Because I no longer fear it
I think I finally know cure
Even throughout all of my motives
look at all the music we know of,
I just wanna rock you all night long
I just wanna rock you all night long