I'm picking me apart again
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one
Cause inside I realize that
I don't know what's worth fighting for
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit to night
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more than any time before
I have no options left again
that battles always choose
Cause inside I realize that
I don't know what's worth fighting for
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
So I'm breaking the habit,
Tonight I'm painted on the walls
Cause I'm the one that falls
And I'll never find her again
I don't know what's worth fighting for
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
So I'm breaking the heaven
I'm breaking the heaven tonight you