school starts at nine, not eight.
I can sleep an hour late.
Usually you've left for work by then,
but not today. I wonder why.
She's called an ambulance,
and the only thing you're wearing
The paramedics stand beside
They are giants in the room.
Have you been really stressed
Are there things that have upset you?
Now you're screaming, screaming a headache,
and your eyes roll up and back, you are foaming,
you are thrashing, and I hear your body crack,
and they put you on a stretcher, and mom has
turned as white as your white underwear.
Now a blur of hospital days and weeks,
you are breathing through ma chines.
mom speaks she says my school band has
a concert out of town I meant to play will
she says it's my decision I wonder what to do
music is the thing that connects
I join the band on the bus down to
We're on stage and we're playing.
Mom is sitting at the table.