I was in pain, I was in pain
I was running down the water
with no shoes in the rain
I was crying out to God, let me go, let me go
I was calling to my father,
please come home, please come home
On the fifth day since you left,
I was in flames, I was in flames
I was burning since the night before
where I made love to you like a dream
Us crying tears of gratitude,
you were still warm, you were still warm
And we were just an old life
wrapped in a cold, a brand new storm
Of the six days since you left,
I didn't call, I didn't call
into those homes in our homes
I was crying when I found you
like the dress in this mess
And I threw out all my clothes
I gotta move west, I'm moving west
On the seven days since you left
I was just done, I was just done
I was looking for my exit
Wanted a gun, needed a gun
I was crying out for clarity
In a white phone by night
And the eight days since you left
I was just calm, I was dead calm
In my cut palms, bleeding palms
And I finally saw myself just as I was,
And I knew that I could change myself
for your love, for your love