infected with the feelings
Staring up like my dreams
were projected on the ceiling
I want the money and the fame too
They told me when you get it, never
And finally, I've morphed into
as everybody's got their eye on me
Society, quickly became my rivalry
Driving me off the deep end, then
Fairweather, they're never there,
do I need friends? We eating
But will they stick around
But when it's bitter and cold,
would you deliver my soul?
Or just cut me out the picture and roll?
Love is pain and it's taking its toll
Feel like I've wasted my whole life
Always working, searching for some shit
Tryna live a life that's perfect,

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Get nowWhen I close my eyes and I try to sleep
The weight of the world falls down on me
It's all a part of my nightmare,
Spent my whole life chasing
But every dream turns out to be
Just a part of my nightmare,
Not some fucking addict who can't
Are chopped up on a table 'til he screams,
Fuck it, what's a life anyway, huh?
You hear about that kid who died again today,
I'd pull my fucking guts out just to make
That I've become a ghost,
I am a ghost, I'm not a man
Why can't I fucking say it? They'd
But in a song they'd play it 'cause
What the fuck is going on? Who am I?
Life is just so fucking long, I wanna
Forgive me, don't forget me,
believe you can protect me
It's just a song, I'm venting with the
verse that's never- ending
the world has finally won
Dear God, did you forget your son?
When I close my eyes and I try to sleep
The weight of the world falls down on me
It's all a part of my nightmare,
But every dream turns out to be
Just a part of my nightmare,
don't know why I even try
I pray when I sleep at night, so
at least I'll die a decent guy
When I look in the mirror and say hi,
I can't look me in the eye
We're both ashamed of the guy
Can't find my peace and quiet,
some things are better left in silence
It's me who needs some guidance,
or maybe what I need is violence
Well, I'm having a meltdown,
Got so much self-doubt that that
I weird myself out, can you help out?
like self-inflicted loneliness
Sometimes I get so low in this,
empty search for holiness
Can't seem to find a reason why, I don't
they won't let me sleep at night
They're killing my dreams,
But fuck it, I got nothing left to say
We're all gonna die anyway
Shit could happen to me any day
I just spit 32 and didn't say a damn thing