Mama was a junkie, sometimes
of a live or six feet under.
Late nights go by no sleep, born
Crack pipes, crack valves,
Somedays its bad and otehr days
Used to never go to sleep in fear,
And front like i didnt care.
The neighborhood knew just
But on the streets I could feel
And everytime she gets frightened,
and what the junkie gives,
Hard times, and problems and
stress with their own kids,
No sense in rehibilation, growing
makes me choak. I could almost
Die of the crack smoke. Different men,
And coming in and in my eyes
and I was only three, they thought i couldnt,
See. But in my eyes Momma was
J- U- N- K- I- E to me some close
their eyes and try not to
See. But you can still smell
Mothers unconscience and trapped
Now here life is on line (line)
Stuck to the grind(grind)
Im thinking how could this happen
He's got a spot around the
Lord forgive her for all the things she did.
Im thinking where was the
Buyin this, but i know that the police could
Give a fuck less. about a another basehead,
In the street. But they rather pretend
When they walk the beat, a black
But black male and he knows that
but black cops are blind they cant see
Mama lived the fast life, pregnant at 14,
Back in those days it wasnt
Shot it in her viens to try to ease the pain,
An unplanned pregnancy was made then I came,
Straight from the wound to
In and my heard, i knew it
Of all these junkism nieghborhood critisizm,
Her mind was gone, i felt she needed
and the fast times pretty soon,
My mama lost her whole fucking mind,
Recieptent, three children,
Few good times, only badtimes and worst
Her motherfuckin bursts. I wish
now my mind forever haunted with my
I asked my self how could this happen to