I'm in my thoughts once again,
uh -huh I'm in my head once again, for real
I can't keep on thinking bout my past,
reminiscing bout I've been chilling with my gang
I've been hanging with my twin I've been
adding up all my problems like they
Benjamin
And I've been adding up my
Ben jamins, throwing
up the ten I'm from that gump city,
yeah I know my city
feel insane
So I've been praying to my
God
Every day he help me win
He help me turn all my
L's
I mean lessons into wins I leave my
pain inside my lyrics
So my heart can heal again I
left my pain inside my lyrics
So my heart can heal again
If I keep self prescribing
That might be the reason that I end
Man I can't let myself go back
But all my thoughts want me to end
Talking bout where I end back
Guess I sin
Reminiscing just my problem
I might relapse once again
Pouring potions
I was never once a fan of
pouring gin I know
God been tryna heal me but I might
fall in the end I used to fill my
system up so I could touch
the sky
My mind was in them clouds cause my body
it was always high I can't even lie,
fighting sin, that's me
all the time
Man I can't even lie,
Jesus why'd you even
give me time?
In and out my head,
I've been in and out my bed
The only reason why I haven't
fell is cause I'm spirit led
Only reason why I'm still around
is cause I'm in his plan
I just let him take the wheel, cause
I know drugs won't help me heal
But I keep thinking about my past,
that's my ordeal
I used to think that I was filled with
love, but that was not the deal
I was only with these women just
to catch a quick feel
I had other issues,
but I added to my pain to heal
I think there's something
that we all know
This is something that
has helped me grow
Something I should go let go
It's just too many reasons to let go
My frozen heart, I let it go
My frozen heart, I let it go