Lavender chords by Gowe

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Intro 1

Verse 1
Dm 
Right now,
my mind state is irrational - I think back
F 
But my past circulates around you...
Am 
All the pictures that I've deleted
from my cell phone
G 
I wish there was a button for my
heart but thats a 'well, no...'
F 
On second thought - this was crafted
from our innocence
Been friends for so long this goes
back to our youth...
You exemplified what a real
G 
centered sister was i never
Thought twice,
liked or even pictured love
Dm 
Walks around the lake take this
pass let it go once
Dinner by the beach treat this
F 
season like a cold front
Am 
My heartstrings stayed protected
when i played it slowly
G 
We grew closer but in truth
this was still platonic
F 
I never thought about the future
or the stage that it set
The page that was next checked
this was based in respect
Until emotions started rushing it in
G 
Falling for one of my best friends
Dm 
is this how it begins?
Whenever I close my eyes...
F 
I picture you
Am 
I'm saying 'good- bye' - I slip, I trip, I fall
G 
F 
I cannot stop no, not at all
Baby now can't you stay? Maybe
G 
we could make a way...
Dm 
Whats love? that's the question
that I ponder on
Jamming out to Chaka Khan
F 
Am 
head bob'n I nod along so
If I'm wrong let it go by
G 
and then pass me I stay
Lost to distract me I want her like
F 
I'm Gatsby...
But I know that It's poison
and it's eating my soul so
If i take another swig then i
could die from it...
Give me the bottle of heartbreaks anonymous
G 
I take shots to swallow with my
flesh bones and cartilage...
Dm 
But I don't sink see I'm thinking
in blots how many times
F 
Have I thought that this train
gotta stop but it wont...
Am 
Why? Guess I'm addicted to pain
G 
I know that It's not good but
It's sort of engrained in my mind
F 
So when i say no my whole life's
in reversal... and when i walk
Its like I'm standing in place...
How many times have I seen
this - the cycle ensues
G 
I'm lost and I kinda like it cause the
ending is you... ooh...
Dm 
Whenever I close my
F 
eyes... I picture you
Am 
I'm saying 'good- bye' - I slip, I trip, I fall
G 
F 
I cannot stop no, not at all
Baby now can't you stay? Maybe
G 
F 
we could make a way...
I see a screen and the whole play's
a rehearsal
The lights flash in a circle
and I'm feeling the chills...
Am 
I got flashbacks to train
G 
tracks laid in Washington
I play back those late snacks
F 
matching cardigans trapped
Inside a dream like this whole
thing was imagined...
Dm 
F 
So when I wake up my picture's
G 
Am 
still of you... See every time
That I hear your voice,
name or reminisce on the places
G 
We've been to it makes me
feel like we’re through...
Dm 
So when I walk its like I’m taking
on the both of us...
Hope, dreams and the scope
F 
of us... Same team but im over us
Am 
So I dont think about the big
house and the kids
G 
All the great things that we did that might
impact how I live
F 
Cause you're gone... And I'm tried
of steady blaming myself
Matter of fact I'm tired
of blame in itself
This is love... It's a train
G 
that I'm taking every time
I'm a passenger my
Dm 
mindstate is Lavender...
Whenever I close my eyes...
F 
I picture you
Am 
I'm saying 'good- bye' - I slip, I trip, I fall
G 
F 
I cannot stop no, not at all
Baby now can't you stay? Maybe we could