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Get nownotice something ain't right
'Cus although the sun is shining,
I open up my curtains, wipe the sleep from my eyes,
too tired to realise I've lost my sight
Blinded by my ignorance, I prepare my self for the day,
thinking this sinking feeling will go away
As I set off on my track, the little voice in my head says "turn
back," but when I want to turn back it's too late
Darkness surrounds, me drowning me in sorrow,
'cus I know today will be no different from tomorrow
Hope is quickly fading, soon I'll be too far gone for saving,
my soul will go and leave my body hollow
And still in the face of adversity, I search for an inner strength,
try and stand firm with both fists clenched
But I can't find my heart, it's like the fucking thing's deserted me,
it used to be there, this makes no sense
So I pray to a God that I'm not
even sure if I believe in
To help me in my hour of needing
I pray to this God that created
A paradise to put Adam and Eve in
But I don't think he hears
Now I'm reaching for what's fake
Poison in my body to escape
Suddenly I'm overwhelmed with optimism,
my shoulders no longer feel the weight
It's fake 'cus I know the smile on my face is only
there 'cus I'm too intoxicated to care
Inside my soul I can't find no hope,
just a gaping hole where it used to be there
That when I'm sober hurts
And soon I'll be back in normality
When the poison wears off and my whole bodies
aching from the pain of reality
The pain of reality, starts to grab at me
Love is a fallacy and I'm staring straight at death
as it tries take another stab at me
please answer my questions?
"Is this God's way of teaching
Forgive me Father for I have sinned
I do bad things and I don't
I try to do good deeds but people
I can't ge't close to no one,
How can I feel like a man
if they don't respect me?
Is that my heart I feel starting to sink?
That maybe I feel this way because of the mistakes I've made,
and it ain't got shit to do with no one else
It's me who's bad for my health
And only I can rectify what is wrong
in my life if only I tried a little bit
It all comes down to a choice,
And watch the days get darker or forgive
myself? Get on with my life