Well, I started out, to be honest,
to play life on the square
But a man came through with
and a crowd that won't play fair
and just try to shuffle along
An d slowly let go of your moral code
till you can't tell right from wrong
Well, I pulled a deal in Arizona
in a worked -out silver mine
But before I'd found it salted down,
I had moved on down the line
I was heading straight for the border
when the law caught up with me
I spent six months in a dirty old trunk
before they'd set me free
It wasn't long till I was
off the coast of old Mexico
Smuggling guns on a midnight
cause my pocket was getting low
I had sank as low as a man could go,
that walks with an empty purse
I was down and out and busted,
just drifting from bad to worse
But they say your stars appear by day,
when you're down in a deep dark pit
My lucky star found me that way,
She came like a miracle in the night,
and opened my poor blind eye
I found a new life with a loving wife,
and I thought the past would die
We were wed down in a border town,
She was mine to keep for one short week,
and in a heartbeat she was gone
For the devil sent his right hand man,
I should have known he would
And he took her life with
because she was honest and good
I lost all hope, honor and pride,
all I could crave and will
Taunt him down, put him in the ground,
I followed his trail for three
And I left him there with
and you ask me what they mean
They were put there by my own two hands
my trained nurse miss morphine
You say that's worse than drinking
and I know too well, you're right
But it keeps the pain away
that comes to haunt me in the night
Now they say they'll give me a year to live
you felt the devil's curse
where the stakes are large or small
and the dealer gets it all