Even the water tastes like tea
On a diet I'll get the scone
Look at me, I'm fuckin' gone
A live watch five times a day
My dollar's fuckin' on her again
On the phone ten times a day
Hidin' under the table again
my mouth tastes like piss
Masturbation, there's nothing left
Inner days, anorexic haste
Look outside and join the insane
But inside of me won't go
Egg and chips is all I want
So hungry I can't taste home
Wake up screaming on all fours
Knockin' knock knockin' on my door
Everybody has fixed smiles I
am losin' my fuckin' mind
I've had enough of bein' alone I'd give
Satan smiles at me in the mirror
are losing their distance
So much porn and alcohol,
I'm so numb to my hormones
Five years later, I'm still shaking