5 Years To Write chords by John Reuben
Intro 1
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Verse 1
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This vulnerability is killing me internally
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Not feeling much stability
and I wish it could be easy
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But it don't seem to be and so
I'm going to take it to the only
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place that I know to go
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And lay these feelings in the
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hand of the creator
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God of cre ation you show
me how to relate to her
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Mean while, I'm thanking you for
lessons being learned
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See my feelings have been shallow
but I've watched my heart turn
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Yes, she looks good, yes she looks fly
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Verse 2
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But deep down I know there's
something more inside
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Just like I'm praying that
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there's more in me
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So when I look at she I just
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don't see naturally
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Not saying physically,
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that I'll deny the attraction
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But all in all that's just
a simple satisfaction
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That can be obtained through
a glance of the eye
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This was five years ago,
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man how time flies by
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Beautiful soul full of spirit
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I wonder
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if she'd
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hear
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it if I told her that she had a
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Beautiful soul full of spirit
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A few year later
Verse 3
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Her mind in trigues me
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It leaves me sort of sick
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Wondering what makes the mystery chic tick,
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history thick of pages and pages
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Telling stories that can't be
summed up in quick phrases
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She's observant so she's
seen my behavior
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It's got me nervous wanting
to stay away from her
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I pray for her daily as well as perspective,
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Bat tling with pride and thoughts of being
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rejected and that's just not appealing
It's almost enough to make you
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disconnect your feelings or something
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And try to move on and give them
to someone else
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But yet I care for her more
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than I care for myself
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Man who needs this
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I'm not even good with commitments
Verse 4
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Plus I value my independence,
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in the end it's probably
Just a waste of time spent or
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maybe
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There's something more to this relationship
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What's the point of caring
when it hurts so much
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If this is what love comes with
I'd rather not touch it
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In all honesty the outcome is un certain
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And I do run the risk of walking
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away hurting
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Searching for clarity,
spare me the despair
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I'd rather be alone and not
even care
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Than to share my trust because
you can't control
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Fate so may be I'll be
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alone but at least it's safe
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I know that's stupid
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Probably my insecurity
Verse 5
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Or maybe god is using this to
get through to me
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Because in the back of my mind
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I'm always aware of pushing me toward
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s prayer and bettering my character
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Making me thing about the man I want
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To become regardless of the
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situations outcome
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Fast forward a few years into my life
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Man this song about my wife took me five years to write
Outro 1
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