I just pulled the blanket
For the first time, I'm surprised
at the new lines on my face
tried to catch an illusion
Hiding from me, hiding from face
In the heart of what I hoped to be
Thinking they would care enough
to not let someone smash it
I got this need to give back
And if I do just fuck myself,
Cause I always had this thing
about staying grounded and down
With the people I picked,
an asshole to prove they care
Well I left myself behind
While chasing after dreams
I'm a sheep who you cannot
And I'm cramming for the final test
It hasn't been a total mess,
I'm just striving for higher
And humility will build me if I confess
Some people do what they chose
Some people look for every bump in the road
For the people that depend,
Wrote half an album in two long days
as I reflected and tried to take
a hard next step of a spiritual kind
So maybe I could find some sense
as I pick apart a burdened mind
And so I spread out on the floor
all the pieces that I thought were fully formed
I say how much more I've got to go
Well, I left myself behind
while chasing after dreams
Well, I lived for all your lies,
a machine for you could unplug at any time
While chasing empty dreams
When I live for all your lies
An d I left myself behind
While chasing empty dreams
I live for all your lies,