Party in a penthouse until I pass
Reminiscin' being broke and
Fast forward, that was then, I switched
I was supposed to make it here,
this wasn't luck, it was destined
Why the fuck am I surprised? Will I
Spillin' my soul right now, the
We waitin' for this album to drop,
Feel like it's been forever,
the fuck has been going on here?
Sex, plus drugs, plus rock 'n roll added
mixed with success and raw talent
They talk about me, think I went crazy,
Woo, I really went crazy, goddamnit
there's nothing left here to hide behind
I come with baggage, I'm complicated,
Try fathomin' what happens
Intoxicated on substances,
I've been tryna to find 'em
Playin' Jim Morrison, fuck it,
there's no keeping me in a cage
but it's not an even exchange
I'm top ten in this industry
If you knew the end result,
then what would you have done differently?
My Jekyll and my Hyde look like
anything here but symmetry
This for the kids who buy tickets
This for the fans of the music
This for the kids who get some
inspiration from me and use it
to jot this out is all therapeutic
so don't you ever confuse it
Readin' comments on my 'Gram, I'm like "damn,
"What happened to the old G? This sucks,
"You said you'd never be that rapper,
I make what I wanna make,
but I won't make everyone happy
My skin's thick, but I'm not bulletproof
when you goin' to pull a tooth
All I can be is myself, go, and tell the truth
I feel like I'm with my therapist
I'm in my own lane, so what do
The Bay love me, they root for
you ain't gotta worry more
I turn the corner, made the block,
now I've broken down 30's door
Exes x me out, we ain't feeling the same
One of 'em went on national
Wish you would have handled it, eh, uh
'cause you don't get to choose how people react to being in pain
we weren't the perfect match
personal and work attached
We came a ways from going to
juvie over purses snatched
we still only seen the surface scratched, wow
Been tryna search and find
Young stoner from Berkeley High
became's a little dif ferent
She kicked me out to get the bird to fly,
This the maturation of Gerry, yeah
Been terrified of commitment,
can't understand why it's scary
this shit gets harder to say
Why the ones who love me most,
Why the ones who love me most,
Why the ones who love me most,
Yeah, look in a mirror, this is you
No one ever told me, These