These are the thoughts that
Backyard on a Sunday afternoon
Myself and I'm not expending all
that energy on fighting with
Is he the one that I will marry?
Objective about myself? why do
I feel cellularly alone? am I
Supposed to live in this crazy city?
can blindly continued fear-
Induced regurgitated life- denying
Where does the money go that I send
Have so much why do some people
have nothing still? why do I
Feel frantic when I first wake up
in the morning? why do you
Say you are spiritual yet
you treat people like shit?
How can you say you're close to
god and yet you talk behind
My back as though I am not a part of
you? why do I say I'm fine
When it's obvious I'm not?
why's it so hard to tell you
Why do I fear that the quieter I
am the less you will listen?
Why do I care whether you like
me or not? why is it so hard
For me to be angry? why is it such
work to stay conscious and
So easy to get stuck and not
Will I ever move back to canada?
can I be with a lover with
Whom I am a student and a mas
ter? why am I encouraged to
Shut my mouth when it gets too
close to home? why cannot I