Think I love you and I hate myself
Is it bad that it's hard to tell?
Dark thoughts under LED lights
Lazy evenings and sleepless nights
Blacked- out hippies, and
Easy living 'cus it all comes fast
I don't think that this is gonna
I think I'm growing into myself
But what the hell does that even mean?
It's funny when I'm in silence, oh
My thoughts start to slow down
Playgrounds are nicer at night
The growing pains are tough to handle, but
With them, it feels alright
With them, it feels alright
Think I love you and I hate myself
Is it bad that it's hard to tell?
Dark thoughts under LED lights
Lazy evenings and sleepless nights
Blacked- out hippies, and your
Easy living 'cus it all comes fast
I don't think that this is gonna
I think we're growing into ourselves
But tell me how do I make it stay
Lost in the memories of these days
Think I love you and I hate myself
Is it bad that it's hard to tell?
Dark thoughts under LED lights
Lazy evenings and lazy evenings and
Blacked- out hippies, and
Easy living 'cus it all comes fast
I don't think that this is
Think I love you and I hate myself
Think I love you and I hate myself
Think I love you and I hate myself
But I don't wanna hate myself