Suicidal Straight Hopeless chords by COY MTM

SimplifiedAm · G · Em · F

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Intro 1

Verse 1
Am 
I've been suicidal,
straight hopeless,
G 
been homeless, and straight docic
Em 
Been locked up about 40 times,
F 
best believe I still ain't broken
Am 
Been suicidal, straight hopeless,
G 
been homeless, and straight docic
Em 
Been locked up about 40 times,
F 
best believe I still ain't broken
Am 
G 
Capsized, I overflow,
broken record inside my soul
Em 
F 
Finally free, I can fly at last,
nightmares from a haunted past
Am 
G 
Memories they come and go,
deep inside I finally know
Em 
The reason for leaving,
F 
I manifested, uplifted to a new direction
Am 
G 
Well respected, it fades away,
path chosen I couldn't change
Em 
See in  my heart I stay the same,
F 
you either love me or hate
me, no in between
Am 
G 
Bigger vision for a bigger scene,
mask on, I gotta hide it well
Em 
F 
Pay attention cause I walk through hell,
I stand up and I'm barely seen
Am 
G 
Torn to pieces and I'm barely breathing
My loved ones, yeah,
I'll never leave you
Em 
My whole life, bitch, I've been the same
F 
G 
Resiliency's my middle name
Am 
Gotta set a   tone, make a mold
G 
Yeah, leave this shit for my son's soul
Em 
You can never understand
what I went through
G 
I'ma be the one to straight tell you
Am 
I've been suicidal, straight hopeless
G 
Been homeless and straight dope sick
Em 
Been locked up about 40 times
F 
But believe I still ain't broken
Am 
Been suicidal, straight hopeless
G 
Been homeless and straight dope sick
Em 
Been locked up about 40 times
F 
But believe I still ain't broken
Am 
Predisposed to be nothingness,
G 
I  got a full life, I been shuckin' shit
Em 
Will to  survive in my mind's eye,
F 
I  be goddamned if I don't try
Am 
G 
Most of  my life I been counted out,
misjudged and straight talk about
Em 
Got my head to the sky
and my feet on the ground
F 
No other option,
bitch, I'm diggin' it down,
Am 
yeah, my intuition, it's never easy
G 
You say you love me,
but you go and leave me
Em 
Saw self -medicate,
F 
cause it's all that I know
Born a lover, I was forced to fight
Thrown in the system,
Am 
here to handle your life
G 
So I walked out that bitch
with my swords and stripes
Em 
Mad as hell and I'm ready to die
F 
I'm a dead man, bitch, from the other side
G 
Am 
Been suicidal, straight hopeless,
G 
been homeless,
and straight dope -sick
Em 
Been locked up about 40 times,
F 
best believe I still ain't broken
Am 
Been suicidal, straight hopeless,
G 
been homeless,
and straight dope -sick
Em 
Been locked up about 40 times,
F 
best believe I still ain't broken
Am 
Got this pain that's pushing my high,
G 
got these demons all in my mind
Got this stress,
Em 
I'm clutching my nine, yeah
F 
Tunnel vision, my soul is missing,
Am 
this emptiness is my friend
G 
I let him in, once again,
Em 
it seems to me I can't win
F 
Dig deep, I gotta try harder,
Am 
G 
love my sons and I miss my daughter
I was predisposed to be nothing bitch,
Em 
I got a bloodline of some straight shit
F 
If I open up then I'll see,
that everything that I ever needed
G 
was right in front of my feet
Em 
Am 
Yeah, past mistakes I   can't erase it,
F 
better days that I'm faced with
Am 
G 
Never  known to be complacent,
try to be a dad I ain't have one
Em 
Am 
Just me, my heart and a handgun,
F 
staring out the window like damn son
G 
Am 
I've been suicidal, straight hopeless,
G 
been homeless and straight dope sick
Em 
Been locked up about 40 times,
F 
but believe I still ain't broken
Am 
Been suicidal, straight hopeless,
G 
been homeless and straight dope sick
Em 
Been locked up about 40 times,
F 
Am 
G 
Em 
but believe I still ain't broken
F 
Am 
G 
Em 
F 
Am 
G 
Em 
F 
Am 
G 
You
Em 