I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
there's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe, but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right,
High off of love, drunk from her hate
It's like I'm huffing paint and I love her,
the more I suffer I suffocate
and right before I'm about to drown
She resuscitates me, she fucking hates me
And I love it, "Wait, where you going?"
"I'm leaving you" "No you ain't, come back"
We're running right back, here we go again
It's so insane 'cause when it's going good,
I'm Superman, with the wind at his back,
But when it's bad, it's awful
I feel so ashamed, I snapped,
I don't even know his name,
I'll never stoop so low again,
I guess I don't know my own strength
You ever love somebody so much
you can barely breathe when you're with 'em?
You meet, and neither one of you,
Got that warm fuzzy feeling, yeah,
them chills, used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
You swore you've never hit 'em,
never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom in your words
You push, pull each other's hair,
Throw 'em down, pin 'em, so lost
in the moments when you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over,
So they say you're best to go
Guess that they don't know ya
'cause today that was yesterday
Yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playin' over
next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance,
Guess that's why they call it window pane
Now I know we said things,
did things that we didn't mean
Then we fall back into the same patterns
Same routine, but your temper's
You're the same as me, when it comes to love,
Baby, please come back, it wasn't you
Baby, it was me, maybe our relationship
isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much
pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time? There won't be no next time
I apologize, even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games, I just want her back,
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
and set this house on fire