I know you're trying to get your video
Before I hit the road again to go
I've been watching you man
You're growing up to be the best
man that you possibly can
I also know my days are colder
Sometimes I wonder what it's like
to be adapted to the fact
And sometimes I get this pain
I'm convinced it's my punishment
For those nights I got drunk
For all the times that the lines
Reminded me of the days before
From the way that you spit
to the fists that you make
Daddy learned that from you
You're supposed to learn that from daddy
I drive safe and slow but don't
know nothing 'bout the engine
You're doing good little man
that's all I really meant
What up bones? How it goes?
Yeah, me? Well, you know,
you know, same old, same old
Sorry that the phone calls
the globe tryin' to do my thing
sleep a little too trashed
Other times I'm not sittin'
And other times today feels
Sometimes at night I would
Why your life just ain't alright?
What's the violence about?
Yeah, I got some issues in my head
Knew we should've started fixing
'em back when she left you
I'm not trying to get you down,
I know you're different now
But your little man justs wants
I'm over thirty, can't maintain relations
All these women wanna hurt me and
I just don't have the patience
And they're not much help
When they start to push and pull
the buttons I don't trust myself
don't wanna turn out like you
And for that alone I love you and I wanna
Just checkin' in wit'cha trying
to see what's wrong today
I know there's gotta be something
How's the love? How's the music?
How's the self- abusiveness?
it's breakin' your shoulders
So you let your paranoia place
tryin' to test your poise
but fans leave you randomly
You're not ready to face that you
Singin' for these kids you don't know
When you should be at home with your own
instead you're on your telephone
Fightin' with your girl like it's you
Another drunk hotel bedroom corner,
curled up like a naked fetus
Place him back in time before the
Sometimes you're not impressed
with the work you've done
Your dad says, "what's up?"
And me, I wanna thank you, but I won't,