man, it wasn't even worth it.
She gave me the best and worst days of my life,
shattered dreams of her as my wife,
acting tripe as we decayed.
We had it made for a second in time,
but I should've known she
when the ex used to harass
I'd wipe tears from her eyes,
thought were from grey skies
it was her desire for other guys
Mainly one, living by the gun,
She went to visit the past
when it's all caught a slug
And I wasn't intimidated man,
I gave her space not knowing that
Thinking back, I remember waiting for the
month of December for the holidays
We couldn't wait to celebrate
But before we could start,
In turn she muffled a flame
that I just couldn't respond
Though I tried, but she lied,
But I knew that eventually
I had pride I had to protect,
One day he followed her from work
and then the chump came to
then my mother came to peep
So now this fool knows where
When she called for my girl,
I knew that something was wrong
Followed her down the staircase,
saw his face and it was on
Arrogant slurk on his mug,
stood almost looking proud
you know we both got loud
Couldn't believe he was at the home
Next thing I know I throw a fist
Between foes face to face
Of a big head and bigger mouth
I caught that fool in the grill
On teeth my knuckles got cut
He also had his strap and his jacket
Lit off three shots, I ran,
but caught one in the leg
I looked and saw my mother's head
of a bullet traveling through
by the view of my mother lying dead
her eyelids turned red from bloodshed
He fled, sped off from the crime scene
I tried to rely on physical means
And I was dealt the wrong call
I thought I had won the fight
But I got forever scarred
in a bizarre twist of fate
I lost my mom on that day,
I thought to, he's gonna pay,
it wouldn't bring my mother
when the players should have folded
and he thought he had control
The queen was shady, though,
There was a shark in the water,
when the players should have folded
and he thought he had control
there was a shark in the water