Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm
Life is a tour, I sit and ride along
Taking some notes and then
I'm staring down the road
Is it wrong to not believe
My mental state is fucking me up
And I cried a pond while asking you
But we don't have that type of bond
That my desires gone with the way
that I've been living lately
niggas call me a sell- out
Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly
Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared
Feeling so damn humiliated because
they looking at me like I'm
What story should I tell now? I'll just
I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should
But who the fuck are You?
You never showed the proof
And I'm only fucking human yo, what
There's way too many different
religions with vivid descriptions
Begging all fucking men and women to listen
I can't even beat my dick without
These ain't wicked decisions, I
I been itching to get it,
I've been given assistance
But the whole fucking system is twisted
Now I'm dealing with this backlash
because Marcus isn't a Christian
And I've been told that my
sinful life is an addiction
just too hard to stand beside it
I need an answer and humans
I look at the Earth and Sun and I can
tell a genius man designed it
It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it
Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it
really how I fantasize it?
Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long
My mind's a nonstop tape playing
You gave me a Bible and expect
I'm frustrated and you provoked it
I'm not reading that motherfucking
book because a human wrote it
I have a fucking brain, you should know it
You gave it to me to think to
avoid every useless moment
It was a mission that I had to abort
Cause humans be lying with
such an inaccurate source
I swear I'm slammin' the door
A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm
b, still thinkin' that Pac's alive
I ain't trying to take your legacy
I'm just saying: I ain't heard
shit from the horse's mouth
Just sheep always telling stories
you when you finally vocalized
Now I'm supposed to bow my head
Sound's like a fucking Poltergeist
Show yourself and then boom it's done
Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit,
I'll admit that my sinful
And all my old habits can hop
on to of a roof to plunge
I'll donate to a charity that could
Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd
hang with a group of nuns
And everyone that I ran into would know
I wouldn't take a step unless it
You haven't been chatting with me
like you did Adam and Eve
And I ain't seen no fucking talking snake
that shit nev er happens to me
I don't know if you do or don't exist,
this is me reaching to you so don't forget
If hell is truly your pit of fire and I
I'mma probably regret the fact
that I ever wrote this shit
My gut feeling says it's all fake,
I hate to say it but fuck it,
This isn't a small phase, my
perspective's all changed
My thoughts just keep picking
If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't
That would mean that I could just
make up what my purpose is
And I could just sit in church and
say "fuck" in the services
Man what if Jesus was a facade?
brainwashing us with a lot
So much that we don't even notice
that we're stuck in the box
Man everything is "what if",
why is it always "what if"
Every fucking thing that deals with
I'm fucking done, I'm fuck
This is my fucking life and I'm living it,
If you really care for me, prove that
aside for an afterlife that isn't
We are you, and you're us,
heaven is all in my brain
And when I feel I am in hell,
ideas are what get me through pain
and I'll just do me, I'm a human,