I seen pain, I felt the losses
Attended funerals and seen coffins
21 years old, an angel was lost here
Wings clipped by the grip
of 80 milligram sniffs of oxycontin
Everyday through the nostrils
Never went away, never does it stop there
when God is gonna call, man
Precious, what we all share
the next time that I saw him
was in the hands of the pallbearer
What if I would've never gone
and dropped him off there?
Blaming myself, in hysterics,
21 years old with a book of rhymes
he was gonna recite to the globe
Only thing to numb the pain
besides that shit in his nose
He was gonna quit tomorrow,
we're all gonna quit tomorrow
Just get us through the weekend,
then it's "fuck it, I'm already feeling hollow
Might as well go crack a seal,
might as well go chug a bottle
Might as well go pop a pill
and go and band-aid that problem
And escape this world, vacate this world
No praying's gonna cure this pain
He went up in jail, institutions are dead
And with our lives, we play Russian Roulette
And try to find a life where we can be content
'Cause for us, we're just trying to minimize
And now my little brother is in the sky
From a pill that a doctor prescribed
that a million dollar industry supplied
And the cops never go and profile at night
Yeah, the, the, the orange plastic
with the white top they sell to you
Has us looking for the answers
We just gonna neglect the truth
Because a doctor with a license
played God and said it's cool
Played God and said it's cool
But me? I don't blame Kev
I blame the pharmacy companies
And country that spends trillions
fighting the war they supplying themselves
Politicians and business and jail
Public defenders and judges who fail
Look at Kevin, look at Kevin
Now he's wrapped in plastic
First dealer was his mom's medicine cabinet
Got anxiety, better go and give him a Xanax
Focus, give him Adderall,
'Til he's walking 'round the city
Ups and downs shooting up prescriptions
So America, is it really worth it? I'm asking you
You're killing me, you're killing me
You're killing me, you're killing me
You're killing me, you're killing me
You're killing me, you're killing me