It feels like I'm going crazy
I'm goin' close to the edge, hey, hey
I'm goin' out of my head, he- he- head
I'm exhausted, last night I lost it
Let the homies get loose,
I'm sure I'ma get the lawsuit
Nana called, my granddaddy
the cycle of life just sucks
I bet when he die, she die,
They been to gether sixty years,
that's what they call love
Paid for my first cousin wedding,
Then two kids and six years later,
really wasn't feeling myself
Thought about suicide but me,
My cousin Dory shot his girlfriend
then shot himself in the head
I'm shooting everyone else kid
My head aching, my hands shaking,
And it ain't even hot in this bitch,
My mind playing tricks on me,
I might need a straitjacket fit for me
My favorite uncle Roc got twisted 'til
that liquor gave him sugar
Had complications once or twice,
that shit fucked up his liver
To me he's still the man 'cause see
That blue snorkel he bought
me to stay warm that December
I was sleeping in the basement,
Even with the electric heater,
I got some money now so if I die before
him, I'ma leave it to him
He can have a fine nurse put that
he ain't picking up the phone
me and him don't even talk no more
he ain't never have to sell crack
Never used no knife or had
and letting off MAC rounds
we ran in that crack house
and all of they packs out
When I was in the second row the second
"How much you think this gon' cost them?"
Shaniqua's being nice to me
I rather a nigga just put a knife in me
Than go through the emotions,
the confusion and com motions
Never die down in my head,
It feels like I'm God's punching
I feel like I'm His favorite
I just call a spade a spade
When life feeding me lemons,
it came back for a rematch
Life without my old girl,
My grandpa was the strongest,
then he broke down and I broke down
I looked around like if shit go bad now,
see he knew everything about her
don't wanna live without her
It feels like I'm going crazy
I'm goin' close to the edge, hey, hey
I'm goin' out of my head, he- he- head