do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams
and give in to sad thoughts
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red -handed?
and get fooled by loneliness?
getting hurt again by myself
I ask why, but in my mind I find
I can't hold on to what I want
It's all too much to take in
Safely watching everything spin
The thoughts I feel you're
If I turn my back, I'm defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on
Then they'll take from me
If I let them go, I'll be outdone
But if I try to catch them, I'll be outrun
Then I'll be buried in the silence
I ask why I can't rely on myself
I can't hold on to what I want
It's all too much to take in
I can't hold on to anything,
much of everything's thin
I'm so afraid I'm out of touch
I can't tell you how to make it
No matter what I do, how hard I
I can't seem to convince myself
I'm stuck on the outside, don't you?
I can't tell you how to make it, yeah
No matter what I do, how hard I
I can't seem to convince myself
It's all too much to take in
I can't hold on to anything
With thoughts of failure sinking in
To what I want when it's got to be
It's all too much to take in
watching everything sink in
With thoughts of failure sinking