I give on the stage cause I'm so real
I say the shit I truly feel
And I don't lie, they want me to lie
They say I should talk about my guns
and how much weight I used to deal,
how I started writing rhymes
Because when I was at that job
So many kids in my hood are shooting,
I can't tell them that ain't fly
This might be my last time,
this might be my last time, here
Please believe me, I'm so scared,
This could be my last time,
so if this ain't what you wanna hear
I'm so prepared to say goodbye,
I'm not a teacher or a preacher
if you think I do this shit to just get signed
because you're wasting both our time
I want you to dream, I want you to lead
I want you to want to change your life
This might be my last time,
this might be my last time
Here, please believe me, I'm so scared
This could be my last time
So if this ain't what you wanna hear
I'm so prepared to say goodbye
do things I should've done
Do a sex scene with Lauren
but I'm still stuck in hate
Look, I wonder why they call you late
I wanna show up at my wake better yet
I want to be awake let me finish
this is sort of like my bucket
I'm a feel like a contradictor
I don't want to call you niggas
don't want to be your favorite
rather be your father figure
I don't want to kick no hook
I want to touch your souls
I don't even want a plaque
I really want to speak to
I handle that on my song now
I just want I her to answer back,
I used to want my slope back,
I wanted to smash porno chicks
I used to want a corny hit record,
and have Kobe Bryant in my Fave 5
now I want to buy a team,
I want to make it just to tell
of hellfire inside a fiend,
I want to put the fear of gunfire
Sometimes I want to scream
I want a box, I want to study jujitsu,
I really don't want to die, I want nine lives
I want to join the mile -high club,
I want a gun button of ficer
I want to offer bread to the needy,
Go to restaurants and pay people's tabs
I want my pockets embellished
I want to quiet my fetish
for hoochies and getting head
Every day I want to get better look
I said I didn't, but I want this CD to pop
I don't wanna start this shit,