I existed in a womb, just like an abyss
Came straight from spirit land
My hands balled in a fist
Punching on my moms stomach
Twitching cause I'm nervous
Thought my intended purpose
Developing eyes looking out my
My father's face wears a frown
Cause I'll go back to spirit town
So I could rest longer before
The chute again, in the near future when
My moms and pops can agree on this
gynocologist he dumped me off
First they want me then turn
You got a 120 days do what you want
But as for me coming back
Abort me, keep me, give me away
Cause 4 months past and I'm still alive
Guess I got what you call
When I look hard the lights
I know when moms is laying down cause I
Get bored and start to get live
Move side to side hear loud music and vibe
All black babies are born with
Rhythm thats no lie solar
Mineralize food through my
I'm covered in this thick layer of goo
Month two was the least most comfortable
My umbilical cord choking me
But month 3 was closer, see
Thats when pops took moms to see
But I was saved cause he changed
His mind in the last minute
Feared fist fights, so terrified when we fell
While they broke up furniture and
Smashed plates on the wall
This place they call the world though
But the Lord already figured out
Doctors in the front waiting for me
Arms open cause they know when I drop
Alot of shit's gonna stop
See how the goverment will
Month 9, I'm a week over due
The labor induced pops told
And take deep breaths too
Said stay calm, holding her arm
Surgical gloves touching my scalp
My head pops out everything blurry
My first breath screams out
Tears pouring down my pops
Wanted to hold me, but I was
They washed me off and he said
"At least that nigga ain't ugly!"
Placed me in his arms snuggly
Finally, I got to see who held me in her body
And I plan to over through the devil
Y'all bout to see this world in trouble