we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss,
it felt, the way it tasted
Even though your friends tell me
Are you somewhere feeling lonely
even though he's right beside you
When he says those words hurt you
Sometimes I start to wonder
Cause I'm not fine at all
I remember the day you told me
And the dreams you left behind,
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
Like the way it felt to fall
And the memories I never can escape
Cause I'm not fine at all
The pictures that you sent me
They're still living in my phone
I'll admit I like to see them
And all my friends keep asking
It hurts to know you're happy
Yeah, it hurts that you moved on
It's hard to hear your name
When I haven't seen you in so long
It's like we never happened,
Cause I'm not fine at all
I remember the day you told me
And the dreams you left behind,
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
Like the way it felt to fall
And the memories I never can escape
If today I woke up with you
all of this was just some twisted dream
And you'd never slip away
And you'd never hear me say
I remember the day you told me
And the dreams you left behind,
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
Like the way it felt to fall
And the memories I never can escape
Cause I'm not fine at all
No, I'm really not fine at all
Tell me, is this just a dream?
Cause I'm really not fine at all