Now I used to walk with the
gun now I walk like a man
And I never say never but I
And if shootin' is the solution
then you're not that clever
If you don't know shit then
Human life is so precious it
Have you ever had a load of it,
Poppin' on the next nigga while he
Trigger off safety spacin'
These niggaz want to waste me
it ain't nothing new to me
But he just posted up like he was
Now I'm all pumped up with
Cause most of y'all are easy
just some paranoid niggaz
Used to walk with a gun but I
What's the point of holdin'
heat if you ain't gon' shoot it
It was a late night sunset
Lookin' at the ladies to come
Everybody wildin' out cause
the summer's about to end
laid back with the deep lean on low pro shit
That's how we rolled on the scene
Two girls lookin' probably
But these days you can't tell
but I figured what the hell
So we yell out: Hey girl,
But they had this dark tag couldn't
They just start to laugh and
But I couldn't roll out cause
Now I'm lookin at this nigga in
Start talkin' that bullshit like we
My nigga used to bang but we
I tried to dismantle it but
This nigga kept talkin' so my boy
He jumped out the Lex snatched
I put it in park jumped out to get his back
But as I did that, I heard two shots
couldn't believe what I seen
I was struck by reality when
I saw his killer stand up put
Saw him wince from the pain
as the heat burned his waist
Then he turned up the block dis
I remember his face but what
Was when I got to my knees
And asked not to leave us in
But he's gone and all I got left
is his blood on my sneakers
me standin' at his grave with his mother
We said a few words faces covered
How we missed him so much and
Then his girl said a poem put
And we said our goodbyes and
I thought I'd use this time for me
I broke out the Hen' poured
Told him who was gettin' married,
his newborn son after him
So I said a quick prayer, amen
And I shook in the lab plus the well
And I headed up saw the homie Eyezeer
I asked him what he doin' he
That he had a freak that lived
He always kept the heat just
A clown, I rolled down my window
Hey! Is that that nigga that,
hey give me the motherfucking gun
Man, drive around the block
I hit you on the shirt hit the corner nigga bend it,
Now with vengeance in my grasp
I couldn't dream of a better day
Slippin while he dippin into
I slid up behind him in the shadows
He started to breakin' stuff I said
doin' last year at this time
He looked into my eyes with both
When I split his face with the glock right
He cried as I pressed the heat
The I squoze two times for
It was a year to this day
For weeks I sat alone in my room and cried
And I tried to pretend everything was fine
But my soul couldn't rest until
And I thought that's what I wanted
until the problem was confronted
Now I'm haunted by remorse
that I wished I hadn't done it