I hate this beat, cuz it reminds me
of the night you took the pills.
Now you're taking risks that might take your
life & it's like: now i feel
abuse & all the death wishes.
Didn't even get to spend the day
but my family's torn apart & i hate it.
Life is so sacred. Love you like the sky loves the
you can hold it in your palms.
Can't be with you everyday so i'mma
I love you & i wish that i could take
I think about you every night,
i think about you every day
& I don't call cuz it hurts & that's how
Act like they don't exist & the universe will
& That's why i understand exactly
what you're going through.
That are hard to accept only make you
Living in denial ain't an option any longer.
Yo, i used to have your same mind
That the world is so cold
that it turns our hearts to ice.
& I know i'm not the best at giving
But i gotta let you know how i'm feeling
& If you left before me, the pain i
Cuz you - 1 of the people
i love most on this planet
& You - 1 of the people that i've
Not only for yourself but for the
scared, you got me worried.
It's no wonder we can't grasp
& the depression's deterred.
But then you coming down feeling, feeling...
on the Earth with no purpose.
Like you really don't deserve this.
Hold up, let me reword this.
When i'm sober, & it's over
& i'm older, god damn it, i feel like dying.
But, under no stress, with the
coke breath, & the cold sweats,
You gotta live life to find
You gotta work hard & when it comes, you gon
be like, "i deserve this! "
So keep your head high, this too shall
& In the morning when you get
Learn everything you can & utilize the
So f***n proud of you that you going
You deserve the best so work
Anything imaginable is possible,
cuz nobody's gonna do it for you.
Your family, we love you, accept
Promise everything's gonna get better,
you just gotta give it time.