One day I'ma die, mama don't cry
Ain't no heaven up in the sky
And set the world on fire,
I guess that's why I live the life of misery
I was born into this world a crack baby
My bottle was brass monkey
I developed a brain tumor,
now I consume a half ounce of Rose
I sniff bullets with my snub nose
I grew up on the east side, 7 mile area
I was raised like a pitbull terrier
I developed a criminal behavior
I murdered my first man and knew Jesus
witnessed me takin care of my business
So I shot him on the front porch
I took their bibles and burned em
It all started as a tod dler,
now I'm a .45 bullet swallower
Somehow it seems, mama calling my name in my
Crackfiends, amphetimenes, what
Sometimes it feels like I'm fallin,
Gaspin, suffocatin for air, losin my breath
I see visions of doctors and scalpels
Nobody knows my suffering
migrane, I swallow 23 bufferins
I was addicted to caine since birth
so how much is my life worth
kilograms I slam from the hip
It's kinda crazy how I'm livin
But I'm mad on a murder ride nigga
I've arisen from a dead state- of- mind to find I was blind,
If I could start all over I would
then my heart might have been good
I guess I lost all my time when I lost my mind
It makes me sad to hear mama cryin
I never stopped to think what
Much love, I thought you hated me,
I guess I walked the wrong path
many demons screamin my name
I was dead a long time ago
Never ressurected, once the
I saw my misery crack a smile
So put my dead body in the pile
And wait a while till you come
Cuz you might see my tombstone
burnin cuz it's necessary
Mama I'm dead like the rest of em