The life of kings & everything we call it,
The realization of everything
The last scene of the night,
Tryna circle back to when the
I talk to you 'cause you told me
& Now it feels like I'm too far in,
Another day shouldn't be a problem,
Real life, couldn't have been built right,
You told me to still write,
& We would never have to censor our talks,
So I told you everything,
I never worried 'bout if you could hear,
I assumed your attention was
See with you, I was different,
I ain't try to hide fear,
Nor anger, nor excitement,
Quick as I was living it,
Quick as I could give you it,
I never had a second thought,
Hoping it's for the better,
I put you in front of everyone around me,
From the first moment that you found me,
B.F.F., but fell for it, by far I fell,
that I could call myself,
So if your ears are off or tainted in the least,
Then how can I explain this
Dear whoever, when I put this together,
planning on how to leave,
Is just more proof of the fact
Just more truth that exactly
Was either too much or not enough,
so to talk to you & pen it down,
It's not as easy no more,
is what I couldn't believe,
& I took your advice on how to carry it,
No barriers, no doubting you,
Until doubt was the only thing
You would get a hold of me
But shit is getting old on me, shit
Feeling like everyone before
Is de serving of a reason to applaud me,
& If I ain't able to give them that much,
Due to how we're matched up,
I threw all caution to the wind when
you told me it was worth it,
& Pitcured that the picture
thanks for all the listens,
But we should prolly both stop pretending,
Dear whoever, when I put this together,
I felt like severing ties may work better,
I felt like stepping aside
Could be the best thing for the both of us,