And up until now I didn't care
But you texted and you told me
you liked when my hair was red
you said they wouldn't let you shower
By yourself, I wish I could have stole
the list and wrote my number
I was a ghost inside my body
No, I felt dead to you till then
No, I felt dead to all my friends
Tell the boy I'm having sex with,
no, you never need to worry
Oh, as young I was, impulsive,
born with fire in my belly
I'd never call you up to fix me
like cop lights in the rearview
I watched a couple movies
and remembered that I love you
And I miss my friend Amanda
that I met back in the psych ward
No, I fell dead to you till then
No, I fell dead to all my friends
And maybe you're still dead
We are turning left to Park Road
And when I pass the hospital,
And I think of baby magic,
me with nothing to surrender
And I fell deaf to you until then
But I won't hide and fall