wondering what everyone is thinking about me, and I've second
Couldn't guess myself to the point
where even my own heart started doubting
So I started running till I
Then I kept on running till I couldn't
recognize my own eyes in the mirror
As they stared all around
at the ghost I had become
Now everything's different,
You see nothing's different,
If I could make a difference,
if I could make one change
God my soul could hear these
And would it help to feel
Not every morning, feeling sick
So now I'm counting how much pain
I took in oxygen, would it just be
One breath closer to death
Now I'm feeling reformed,
Now I've been there before
Barely living for a year or more
I've lost it a million times
I've lost it a million times
I can't, I can't, I can't, I live like this
I can 't, I can't, I like this
I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't, I
Can't, I can't, I can't, like this
I can't, I I can't, I can't, live like this
Why can't I live like this?